Teaching
with laptops did not work out as expected. The battery life was supposed to be
twelve hours. They didn't last eight.
Weeks if
not months after I taught the class with laptops the IT director along with the
school's top administrator, I think it was the acting president, stopped by my
class. They had an odd look of concern and urgency about them. (I was in the
middle of a lecture) The IT director approached as I stood there in the front
of my class. He got close, looked me in the eyes and with great discretion
asked:
"Do
you still know the combination to the cabinet with the laptops”. It was a combination lock utilizing letters in the place of numbers allowing words for combination.
I nodded
my head (affirming) and said in a whisper "DELL". They were Dell laptops. The combination was simple to
remember.
After I
gave the IT director the combination he told me the laptop had been stolen.
Someone cut off the lock.
I'd like
to think the school, Harrington College i.e. Career Education Corporation, would
not consider me a suspect (because I'm not a thief). I was rebuilding my life.
I was climbing the ladder of success one rung at a time. No shortcuts. I was in
the process of getting an education along with experience and references. I
understood the value of networking in the business world. I need a glowing
reference from Harrington College when I leave. I need a glowing reference from every
company I work for. At times I found myself a slave to my resume. In one small way I thought,:
If I serve my career my career will serve me
I literally
am beyond reproach (in my own mind). This is the way I think, this the way I act. This is what I fee l about myself, especially as the words relate to Harrington College. I did an great job teaching while at Harrington. I brought tremendous energy and enthusiasm to my classrooms.
If I do a great job and and represent the school well I have nothing to worry about. Nothing. No Thing.
That was not some of my better thinking.
As it
turns out I was NOT above reproach. As it turned out there was an
investigation. As it turns out I was a suspect. They found out about my past.
The criminal stuff. It may have been reasonable to them that an ex-con would be
the most logical suspect, me and the African American network technician. I
imagine he was a suspect because he disappeared shortly after the laptops were
stolen.
At one point I heard my co-workers discussing my criminal past. This was after the laptops were stolen. The word was out and I was on my way out. I was not long for their world. Not only was I on my way out, I was humiliated in the process.
At one point I heard my co-workers discussing my criminal past. This was after the laptops were stolen. The word was out and I was on my way out. I was not long for their world. Not only was I on my way out, I was humiliated in the process.
Shit!
Shit! Shit! Shit! Lots of hard work went into getting that job. Hard work went
into keeping that job. All that work and effort flushed down the fucking
toilet. It felt that way for a couple of minutes. I felt frustration. There was no getting around it, this part of dealing with a
felony conviction.
“This is
all my fault. I have no one to blame but myself"
Be that
as it may, after I head my co-workers discussing my criminal past I realized I needed to walk out. I felt humiliated.
It was one of those OMG moments. I sat down, typed out a letter of resignation
stating why I was quitting and printed three or four copies, maybe it was five
or six. I put them in envelopes and asked my bosses secretary to deliver them
and I left. I gave the security official downstairs my faculty ID card. I think
that was December 2006.
There was
no getting around it. I was the one that chose trafficking marijuana for a
living back in 1984. In one form or another I will continue to deal with my
past no matter how much time passes. Sobeit. There are worse things to be
dealing with.
The
simple fact of the matter is this, I found this job. I’ll find another.
After
teaching for Harrington College for a couple of years then being hired by them to build a
database and giving me access to sensitive information concerning each faculty
member, then being approved for tuition reimbursement for grad school,
Harrington College wrote me off the schedule. They found an easy way to dispose
of me. No more classes for you...
I spoke
with some lawyers but did not think suing former employers was part of
rebuilding my life but it seems obvious, they entered into an agreement with me concerning grad school then went back on their word. That is actionable in court. Leaking out personal information about me to my co-workers is against the law as well.
Had those
laptops never been stolen I might still be teaching at Harrington College. They had
their hooks in me. The tuition reimbursement agreement I had with Harrington
College i.e. Career Education Corporation, was to be paid out over time in
future semesters after I completed grad school.
I’d been
out of prison about six years or so and made significant progress in rebuilding
my life. I’d gone as straight as a person can while seeking acceptance into
corporate America as a form of legitimacy as a professional.
Though it
was not my goal I felt certain I would be offered a full time faculty position
even though I was only teaching one class and I would teach that same class
four or five times each semester. Grad school taught me to get involved at work if you
are interested in moving up the ladder. ---- I took their advice and it
worked like a charm.
What I
feel is indisputable about my time at Harrington College is this. I did an
excellent job for them. They read the evaluations my students filled out. The
president of the school even made a comment about the evaluations posted on-line
at rate my professor.com. They had their eyes on me and I enjoyed it because I
was doing such a good job for them. I'm a star, you better pay attention to me.
I was
able to educate, motivate and inspire the students in my classes at Harrington
College. Not many other teachers are as skilled as I am in this regard. That was my ace in the hole.
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